When you don’t feel worth it

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Do you have that one person in your life you can’t thank enough? That one person that makes you wonder if you’re dreaming? That one person who is there and deep inside you know that they are never leaving. No matter what you do.

That one person you fell completely in love with and didn’t even realize it.

I sure do. And he’s more than I could have ever dreamed of. I want to write this to show him that all the things he does are recognized and appreciated.

I love you because…

  • You treat me well
  • You accept me for who I am
  • You don’t judge me
  • You listen
  • You love
  • You compliment me
  • You lead me spiritually
  • You are the best thing that has ever happened to me
  • You enjoy spending time with me
  • You make an effort
  • You make me feel like I am worth something

Now, you don’t need a man or woman to make you feel like you are worth something. But I’m going to be one-hundred percent real. I never thought I would have someone like this. He is everything I thought I never deserved. He inspires me to be a better person because he deserves the best and so do I. And so do you. If you are in a relationship and everything on this list is opposite of how they make you feel then I encourage you to think about what you’re worth. And let me tell you, you are worth a million dollars. You don’t need anyone to tell you this and you sure don’t need anyone to make you feel like you’re not worth it.

Don’t lose sight of yourself and your worth. I know its hard and I’m still working on that myself. But, you just can’t listen to those lies in your head and the lies that people tell you. It does not matter where you came from, what you look like, if you have a college degree, what job you have, what matters is that you believe you ARE worth something. You are worth it, you are a blessing, you are a beautiful creation. You are the daughter or son of THE KING. Do you understand that??? You are royalty. You are someone.

I hope this post helped you as much as it helped me. So when you don’t feel worth it, just know that you’re not alone and that you are worth it.

You have so much potential. Remember that.

If Flowers Say I’m Sorry…

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If flowers say I’m sorry then today I’m going out and buying myself some flowers. Today I apologize to myself. I’m sorry for not treating my body the way it should be treated. I’m sorry I put myself down. I’m sorry I don’t take care of myself. I’m sorry that because of the way I treat my body it leads to so much more. You only have one body. So why not treat it right. I’m saying sorry to my body for being so self-destructive sometimes without even realizing it.

I’m talking about weight, depression, anxiety, and insecurities. Today I throw all of that out because who really wants that? I don’t either. But as I sit here and think about it. I was the one who did this. I put unhealthy food in my body that led to gaining weight. I feel anxious and insecure around people because I let the lies get to me. And when you listen to the lies you start to believe them. Now, depression is a bit of a different story. I didn’t want this. I didn’t give this to myself. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. But I am sorry to myself for not taking care of this earlier.

Today I start to love myself. It will be such a long process but I know it’s worth it. After an apology, comes the healing process. Saying sorry to yourself may feel a little awkward or weird or even unnecessary but for me, I needed it. I needed to know that I was truly sorry so that I could move on. I want to be healthy, confident, and happy. And I will. It just takes time.

I love my body and I love myself. Even if I don’t fully believe that right now I know that I will and I know that in order for me to be happier and healthier I absolutely have to love who I am. I can’t change who I am I can only improve.

Scattered Brain

14385356454bc5d-600x523Hi guys. Welcome.

I’m sitting here at work and I’m bored. So I figured why not start a blog. I mean that’s what people do these days right? I’m cool. I have a craft blog but it’s so much pressure to blog only about crafts all. the. time. So I stared “Scattered Lyfe” because it’s fun and gives me the freedom to blog about whatever I want. Also life was taken so I chose lyfe. But it makes it unique and that’s what I like. My brain is a little all over the place right now. I am thinking of money, work, church, family, friends, and pizza. I hope that we can become friends and this blog becomes a creative outlet for not only me but for you as well.

Bye.